Cocaine

Emptiness in my heart..
Emptiness in my soul..
Emptiness in my mind..
No matter where ever i go..

Feeling the urge for that powder....
Feeling she is the one that will keep me higher..
She is the only friend i have....
But some say she is the only foe i have...!!

Lost ny friend, i had..
Lost ny thoughts, i had..
Pre occupied in my mind..
she is the only trust i have...
Wearing the same jeans all the time..
listening to the same song all the time..
I can not justify myself in this time..
b'coz...i am in my own world...all the time..!!

What about my religon..
what about my soul..
i am too lost to find out...
b'coz....i have violated ny religon i had..
i have violated ny soul i had..

I don't go out that much..
i don't see the light that much..
i don't breathe that well..
b'coz....there is a poison that runs in my vein...that
purifies me..but pollutes my brain and my soul...

There is no evil on my side...
evil is in me..
i'd like kill that evil...someday...
through whatever will i have left...
b'coz i do want to live...
i don't want to die.....

I also want to feel the pain...
I also want to feel happiness...
I also want to face the truth....

I want a life which is filled with life and joy...
I want a life which begs no more...
I want a life with no "coke" any more...

Simple man

I am not a poet...
nor i am a writer...
neither am i scholar...
but i do believe, i do think...
what world am i lving in..

Is the whole world made of scholars,poets and writers..
i guess not...

I am not finding a light, in the age of darkness...
nor i am trying to be a socialist in a world full of posers,preachers...
but i do believe, i do think...
what world am i lving in..
Is the whole world made of posers,preachers..
i guess not...

I am not an optimist...
nor i am an pessimist...
so what world would it be if there were no optimist and pessimist..
Is the whole world made of optimist and pessimist...
i guess not....

but i do believe,i do think..
i am a simple man....
who needs a shelter, which covers me internally and externally...
i need food , which could make me starve no more...
i am a simple man..
whose ambitions are far greater than his dreams..
i am simple man...
who hardly finds peace at ease.....

Now i do believe, i do think...
what world am i living in...
it's a world not filled with posers,preachers...
nor filled with poets,writers and scholars...
it's filled by few simple men...
who creates the difference...
being simple and extrodinary.

Yes, now i believe and now i feel...
that a simple man is not so simple.....

The Godfather

I have watched this movie when i was a kid i don't quite remember my age then, this movie was aired on DD, that is on national television. My sister used to turn on the television set late night and i just watched what my sister watched, i never understood the plot then, or honestly speaking i never even understood what language they were speaking, english was alien to me(It still is ..) . At that time the movie was presented in a series manner rather than a whole movie perhaps length of each episode was of half an hour.

Eventually i got to know the essence of the movie when i watched it in my college days.



The Godfather is a 1972 crime drama film based on the 1969 novel of the same name by Mario Puzo and directed by Francis Ford Coppola, with a screenplay by Puzo, Coppola, and an uncredited Robert Towne. It stars Marlon Brando, Al Pacino, James Caan, Richard S. Castellano, Robert Duvall, Sterling Hayden, John Marley, Richard Conte and Diane Keaton, and features John Cazale and Abe Vigoda. The story spans ten years from 1945 to 1955 and chronicles the Italian-American Corleone crime family.



With every scene being so intense, from begining to end, as a viewer you somehow seem to get involved in the story. The shear presence of Marlon Brando as the central character creates an utter demenour that nobody could have attempted in the histroy of american cinema.



The movie starts with amerigo bonasera sitting in a room and asking for justice for her daughter is a flawless scene. Every scene is flawless , it was highly unlikely for this movie not to recieve any academy awards as it recieved academy award for best actor, best adapted screenplay and best picture. In addtion to that , it is ranked as the second greatest film in American cinematic history behind citizen kane.



The movie starts with the wedding party of godfather's daughter, where lot of his freinds came for help, as tom hagen said that ""no Sicilian can refuse a request on his daughter's wedding day".

But actully the movie starts to pick up it's pace when family meets with the Virgil "The Turk" Sollozzo (Al Lettieri) , who is being backed by the rival Tattaglia family. He asks Don Corleone for financing, political and legal protection for the importation and distribution of heroin, but despite the huge amount of money to be made, Corleone refuses, explaining that his political influence would be jeopardized by a move into the narcotics trade.

Then Sollozzo attacks godfather and then tries to negotiate with Sonny Corleone through Tom Hagen. From there on the character of Michael Corleone seems to take it's shape which is played by none other than "Al Pacino". If you oberve in the movie the character of Michael Corleone at first seems to be very quiet,shy and submissive, a son who actually does not want's his hands to get dirty in family buisness, a son who wants to make his mark on his own, a son who never spoke to his father about his future and a son who would be the next successor of godfather. That was really a surprise but only AL Pacino could have pulled it off. In the end of the movie where Michael Corleone was made godfather to her sister's child, at the same time head of the five families were executed, it's one of the best scenes in the movie.



My thought's about this movie is that it's all time classic movie a must watch movie, no matter how many times you watch, you will never find the place boredom from this movie. Although there are differences from the original novel, but if you ask me i liked the movie than the novel.

In the end i would like to say in the genre of godfather "It's a movie you could not refuse".